 Saturday, September 30
Just another boooooring day with not a DAMN thing to do as usual !!!
*sigh* Oh my gosh tropical storm Joyce might be heading for us. Eeek !!! Well actually there hasn't been ANY rain or strong winds so I guess that's a good sign right ??? 11:37 PM | Michy | # | no comments
Minor changes to the sight, I'm a little more happy with it now, now I just have to do something about that header...
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Those pins um... could do without that grayish brown background. So guys, I'm officially stuck with Jade's little sister. For a whole week no less, okay so maybe using the word *stuck* unfairly taints the idea, it's all good.
I'm still broke, which is a bad thing, now considering my phone bill was over 100 bucks, who knows what'll happen. Living alone, ah yes, the only way to go, unfortunately the last few months I've felt less independent and more like a hotel. Everyone passes through my place, all of a sudden, I'm convenient, Fort Lauderdale, what a central location for all the trinis. Bastards. All I want to know is when Arthur's coming back so I can finally DO SOMETHING on weekends, jeez. Arthur's mom's birthday was Monday, I've yet to call her and tell her happy birthday, damn. In other news, my fourth quarter starts Monday, time to bite the bullet again and attempt to look smart. So much effort required. I have some photos I should put up, maybe later, right now food is my first priority, and a doctor, I mean, when you have a cough for over 2 months, that's doctor material right? I'm eagerly awaiting some *new* posts to the sight, you never know when they might pop up. poof! 3:02 PM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, September 29
I wonder... sometimes my eyes loose focus, and I can't see, and no matter what I try, they don't come back to clarity unless I force it so much it hurts. I don't know why it happens, maybe I just need some sleep, maybe I need to throw my machine out the window and run naked into the night screaming elated that I got rid of the bloody thing. Maybe I should just get new glasses...
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Why is it, us so called designers, can NEVER be satisfied with one design for more than 2 months? I usually just build a whole 'nother site, instead of changing the bloody design, must be that inability to let go of anything...
So people have been putting up links to cool blogs and the like, so, not wanting to be left out, I think I'll give you cats some links of my OWN. Here it goes, clickity, click =): iBitch, Skye, Driven, Train, Monologue, Spinning Dreams, Snapdragon, Lovethief, Looby Lu, Manic, Electric Biscuit, Bastard, An Entirely Other Day. And I put the bloody names so at least you know where the f*ck you're going to. There's so many sites I wish I could visit more often, but it's just a little daunting, so much to see, to read, to immerse yourself in, so many different lives that are worth learning about, it's just TOO much, I hardly have time to live my own, and it really sucks because... well just because. ouch. 11:09 AM | Jus | # | no comments
Hey, Mella knows I'm alive? Whooo, it's like.... um... what's the word, surreal? I just put people there who I think... rock, and you my dear, rock. Yes, we do love you.
Now tell me how the hell do I get people to visit Neuro. 10:45 AM | Jus | # | no comments
Okay so screw that idea, everyone can come up with their OWN colors okaaaaaaay! =P
7:15 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, September 28
I added the pixies, and garrison starr to the mp3 list, hope you guys enjoy.
That's 19.82 megs of mp3z on my server, ooooooh, I wonder if I'll get in twouble... eek. 12:18 PM | Jus | # | no comments
In the future, some of you may be stylin'. Of course, I may change my mind. But you know me, always thinking ahead, hehehe.
11:59 AM | Jus | # | no commentsWednesday, September 27
I've just had a THOUGHT!
Three guys, three girls, and a wildebeest! You'll see when I hash it all out! MUHAHAHAHA! 1:17 PM | Jus | # | no comments
I added Michelle as a "team member" to the sight, which means, she can add her own thoughts along with mine, this should prove VERY interesting, I can't wait for this to get off and running. Two heads, are better than one, after all.
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Okay, I just wrote you back baby, and I'm feeling MUCH better. I hope that after the initial painful feelings, you'll begin to feel better too.
Please write me back soon. 12:39 PM | Jus | # | no comments
It's really those things, that you never see coming, that throw you for the loops. I mean, wow, I feel like someone just gutted me, and suddenly the sight doesn't shine the way it used to.
damn. 10:42 AM | Jus | # | no commentsMonday, September 25
Okay I am officially vex now. I've been trying to log onto I C F*CKING Q for the entire day. And everyone ELSE whose contact is on the thing works except for MINE. For some reason, I can't log on, my password's fine, everything's just dandy, it just won't connect to the F*CKING server. Now I hardly use the thing anyway, but it's one of those things that get under your skin, because you can't understand what the f*ck is wrong. I am going to hurt someone.
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Do you remember my rule Stac? The one I threw out the window a while ago, personal rules DO suck, and they usually always hold you back more than they do save you. You shouldn't have to follow set guidelines to live be, you should just know in your heart what to do, and live free. I read what you wrote by the way, SKIPPING??? Oooooh I feel so good NOW, hehehe =)
Why do I wake up at 8pm? This isn't good at all. Michy, hang in there please baby, we need to find a way for you to put your energy elsewhere and keep your mind off all this stuff. I can't stand having you feel this way all the time. I don't know what to do. 12:17 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, September 24
FUCKING RAW FISH.
thank you. I saw a girl kick and scream her way into a car, and continue to do so (kick and scream that is) for about 20 minutes after being put in the car. FUN FUN FUN people. Jadey POO, screw the technicalities, it's still RAW FUCKING FISH. K??? Sweeeet. did I mention that I may be the slightest bit intoxicated??? Oh my. splat. 6:00 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSaturday, September 23
I just cut my finger trying to tighten a screw on my glasses' frame. I was using a knife... BECAUSE I didn't have any other utensil. *ouch*
Called Stac, she didn't sound shocked at all to hear from me (damn, I was hoping for at least, surprise), but it was verrrrrry good to hear her voice =) Don't ask me what possessed me to say 'sandman' but I just read "The Dream Hunters" so it was on my mind. As for you Jade, I was only playing with you, silly woman, and I'd never be teaming up with Mika for anything, except maybe... well I'll get back to you when I think of something (no offense there Mikie, hehehe). OH guess what I did, I ate sushi for the first time ever... the salmon is quite good. =P 8:47 PM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, September 22
what's with the card huh?!! I so don't like Bjork as much as you. you have an unhealthy obsession, let's not even start on tori amos or that apple...
thanks for thinking of me though, heheheh =) 11:13 PM | Jus | # | no commentsWednesday, September 20
I love you tooooooooo. I'm stilllll smiling. I haven't slept yet, yes, keep your eyes on the blog times, I got 80% of the director done, all the F*CKING hard stuff, now all I have to do is add some text, make some pretty animations, and... well... maybe i'm 70% done.
I'm off to grab me some Mickie Dee's (not quite sure of the slang here) breakfast, one number 6, the breakfast burrito, and an extra hash brown. I'm becoming predictable aren't I? My back is killing me, I need an external keyboard so I can slouch. 7:25 AM | Jus | # | no comments
quick note, I love style sheets, they're full of pretty colours, whooo!
3:20 AM | Jus | # | no comments
I'm fucking stuck.
this director project is way too involved, and I delayed it way too long. of course, I'm now paying the price. hopefully, and I do really, really wish someone up there is listenning, I'll get it all done on time. Inspiration is lacking, although there are a few sparks here and there. In other news, Jade, what thing are you referring to? and god damn your powder puff girl, I almost broke my arm trying to stuff it into your bag. Merry Christmas. Jeli, angel, thanks for writing me back, I'm about to read the e-mail, the first few lines however, will have me smiling for hours. I wonder what time I'll visit the sandman this morning.... oh dear, dear, dear... 3:15 AM | Jus | # | no commentsTuesday, September 19
I bought two graphic novels, on death, now if you're not too clear on what death is, it's a she, a character created in part by Neil Gaiman, from the DC/Vertigo publisher. I read the first one yesterday, it was called "the high cost of living", and the other I read today, "the time of your life". Death's a warm, calm girl with nothing but a smile, her ankh and a top hat (oh, and an umbrella when she's travelling around the sunless lands). She doesn't judge, she accepts, she knows everyone, she likes everyone, and you'd be hard pressed to find something that would piss her off. She lets you in on some secrets, by not telling them to you. She's so clear in her thoughts, most people can't get what she's saying. Exactly. She reminds you that sometimes you're so busy living, that you forget you're alive (thus I quote), that maybe the things we think are important, really don't matter all that much, not to anyone, not even ourselves. She made me think of some things, she made me remember why I'm here, to be happy, to have what I'd consider a good life, and not to get too caught up in the act of living, and remember I'm alive.
Life isn't just a series of moments, a bunch of memories, is it? There's a whole lot of stuff in between, a whole bunch of gritty stuff that isn't nice or wonderful, it just is. That doesn't mean they don't count, that doesn't mean we have to ignore all those odd bits and focus on one event after another, because that's not what life is, it's not a highlights show, it's much more than that. It's hard to find wonder in every aspect of life, we've just gotten too used to it, we keep craving more excitment, more experiences, more, MORE. And that's all well and good, that's normal, just don't make that all what your life's about, I know I'm trying not to make it all for me. I'm trying really really hard to enjoy all the seconds, all the time. I know I don't have a lot. "you ought to be able to end your life in your own way, at your own time." "you mean kill yourself?" "no, not that." ...no not that at all. I think I'll go fall asleep now, let the sandman take me away, show me my dreams, and when I wake up I hope he'll leave a few of them floating around, just high enough for me to catch. 2:36 AM | Jus | # | no commentsMonday, September 18
what's with the rhinestone cowgirl??? Make her design her own page damnit, it looks like yours with some paint splashed over it.
2:20 AM | Jus | # | no comments
Arhem, I DID email you Jeli, you keep changin' e-mail addresses faster than they change the host for talk soup (cute, I know). Go check yer new one love.
I just came back from playing air hockey, and star wars, oh what fun... except for losing 2 - 1 in the hockey. Bastards. HEY I have work to do, god DAMN it, I hope I get some sleep this week. 2:13 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, September 17
you're lucky that I didn't note that spelling mistake either, I thought I'd ease you up just a tad nuh. *grin*
were you talking about DANEL there?? oh I forgot, he didn't want to be named.... so sorry. 9:37 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Michy, I miss you, I'll write you in the morning, because I can't really keep my eyes open.
And before I forget, Katya, happy belated birthday (I would have called, but I left the city the day before, forgive). 2:29 AM | Jus | # | no comments
you wound me, you need to... oh never mind.
pssst. guess what, you can't link to files with spaces honey, tsk tsk (getting you back for the "knowledge" slur). you also linked to the wrong url, get it right next time pwetty pwease? AND YOU!!!! Good god, I really need to bloody write you. where was I??? well I hoped a ride to Orlando yet AGAIN, Vaughn came in thursday and I left with him and Hafeez (the guy who runs Just Comics) to do some *work* up there. needless to say we got back late tonight, really late actually, mainly due to the fact Vaughn missed the turn-off from the I4 and we went an hour out of the way (I may have been partly to blame for said events...). while wasting time in Orlando, we caught a couple hours in Universal, played miniature golf, and shopped (yes, shopped). all I got was a pair of jeans and a bloody keychain, oh, and a jacket and underwear (yes baby, I finally bought, amazing I know), and um... well maybe some silly novelty stuff... and um... nevermind =P when my memory comes back in, I'll write more, but it's 2am and I think I like... why YES I DO, I happen to love sleep!!! and with that... zzzzzz... 2:20 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, September 14
...I swear, I'll KILL you. Or at least DRAG you around a carpeted ROOM again... (yes keep denying it ever happened sweetie). And for the record (no I'm not just being a bitch), I liked your first design better, the white... doesn't cut it, use the current images with the old colours.
boo. 12:21 PM | Jus | # | no comments
I need to change the look of this thing, I'm VERY over it, and if Jade tells me ONE more thing about it, I swear...
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Egads, I just spent the last hour writing back Michelle and Anjeli (yes you two, be expecting long, long e-mails). Next on my list, Krys, Stacy, Shauna, Tracey, Jade, Anya, Kavita, Alida, Natalie, Abbie (okay enough women damnit...), Dre, Avi, Jamal and oh god...
ENOUGH! WELL I had a fucked up day, quite a fucked up day, although I did get to drink a beer in class (more on that... later) and I did my GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT homework for tomorrow. JOY. I've got to help Stac do some stuff with her design, damnit, got to find timeeeeeeee. Babe do you want to change the folder name to Lily instead of Mahie? I'm asking this on my blog because I've decided the next communication I have with you will be by MAIL, real MAIL, so help me god. Did I mention I went to Orlando Monday?? I had to go up there and see Neil, so James and I drove all the way up, and then all the way back on the same day. I had to suffer through DISNEY people, DISNEY!!! I know you feel my pain, I almost gutted one of the seven dwarfs. I passed in to see Danel on my way back, he shaved his head and he's pledging for some fraternity, one that makes him wear this dumbass pin 24 hours a day, it's quite funny to look at. Hmmm, I should go see his stupid ass again, I should also change the oil in my car before it dies... Dad's supposed to fly up here soon, to make my life a living hell, fun... I finished another site, small, but it helps pay the bills, it's currently located here, but soon will have it's own .com, soon. Anything else... Oh yeah Jade *squeeked* her new site recently, but little does she know the page still exists somewhere.... in the twilight zone. AND BTW, will you let me know WHEN exactly you're coming here?? I mean damn. 2:18 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, September 10
my god...
my god... Jade put up a site, Jadey put up a site, Jadey Poo put up a site... I'm totally floored. Speechless. What's MORE????? She put a link to Neuro and ME on it... gasp... I'm so flattered, I'm almost bloody red. OH and Stac... that was cute, I'll give you that, that was very, very cute. Oh and sweetie, would you mind if I gave a tinie weenie minute small tweak on your front page (you know me, little things bother me...)? out! =P 1:36 PM | Jus | # | no commentsSaturday, September 9
The first time I've had pizza and beer together... hell, the first time I've had pizza with SPINACH on it... quite strange.
Hey, know what else, Michelle and I have made a year today, HAPPY anniversary baby, I love you. Sucks having to *celebrate* it alone, but these are the breaks, a whole year people, wow, my longest relationship yet, here's to it being even longer *cheers*! Sonia's birthday was yesterday too, but I wasn't able to blog a HAPPY BIRTHDAY so I'm doing it now, whohooo =P. 8:02 PM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, September 8
Okay, I'm not very smart. I'll admit. Because for the last couple weeks when I checked Stac's site, i just viewed the front page, looked for a recent date, and when I saw non, simply left, even after checking the diaryland rant every so often, nothing. Now, now indeed, why didn't I click on journal, why, well because it had no DATE attached to it, and my primative mind has been lacking common sense for quite some time now... so no clicking was perfomed. SO Stac, for the people like me, who sleep too little and brains are slightly muddled, put a date on your journal... or not.
Ah yes, (still talking about Stac... keep up people) what does C.R.I. mean?? I know not, so therefore I ask. And ahem, I know, I know, this may not even be worth mentioning and stuff, but you know me, I HAVE to know everrrrry last detail about everything, who, might I ask, is Chris? *arhem* Well enough of that (okay really...), some bad news regarding my brother, but that's really not something to be discussed (must make a note to tell Michelle). Another brother of mine has decided to grace Florida with his presence, and he wants ME to drive up to Orlando to see him, aha, apparently I have to decide wether to forget about school and go off to see Neil. Now there's a dilema here, I'm feeling extremely guilty, because me and Neil have never been CLOSE brothers, and to tell you the truth he gets and my nerves sometimes because he just seems like such a sell-out (yes... rebillious punk me), BUT anyway I feel like I owe it to him to go see him (and his wife, and his daughter), because.... well just because. We shall see what comes of this, most likely I'll decide by tomorrow, because driving to Orlando (to somewhere I don't know I might add) isn't something you just do, well not me anyway. Christian got a JOB??! My dear... my little boy is growing up, heheheh =)! yes the child has got a job doing graphic design, I'm very, VERY pleased, I feel like a proud dad or something, sick yes I know. He's also moving, and his girlfriend has become a struggling model... Hmmmm. Well I miss the son of a bitch more than ever of late, I really wish I could take a few months off and go back to Trinidad to see everyone I left behind, before they all realise how good things are without me.... Did I tell you guys about me little adventure at Spirits? Well it's a caribbean lime-type-thing, and James, his friend Christel and I all went, I have to admit I limed with Christel for a good long time (and oh yes, I even danced.... whooohoooo), mainly because she sort of reminds me of Michelle (don't you read anything into this YA HEAR, well anyway)... you know, her being female and all, and because she is a sweet, pretty, great person on top of that. She's 22, going to Barry University, and she can sure wine. Ugh the party was cool, in large part thanks to the afore-mentioned chic, but going home alone just made Michelle's absence even more apparent, and that much more sucky. I'm just such a waste... I should try to go hang out with people more often, I should try to be a little more social instead of staying at home and avoiding human contact. I did see Any Given Sunday the other day, and aside some scary nakedness of the same sex, it was a pretty damn good movie, the best I've seen in a while. I have to now WRITE BACK all of those people I caught a vapse and e-mailed the other day, yes, the dreaded e-mailing begins anew. This has been quite long enough, and class has resumed... 2:50 PM | Jus | # | no commentsTuesday, September 5
Go to Amazon and buy me stuff people!!!! (yeeeeah....) The only present I got was from Michelle, two cool DVDs, Swingers and Heat.
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WEEEELLL, I just learnt how to play "Spades" tonight. Can you guess what time I've been getting up for the past 3 days?? After 8pm, yup, PM. God damn it, I need to do my work, so I shall attempt to do some in a little while. I actually caught a vapse and e-mailed about 15 people I should really be e-mailing every day, at least I try, however half-assed the attempt.
4:51 AM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, September 1
Michelle, you know I love the girl, and amazingly she's staying with me regardless of my many quirks and *ahem* other bad habbits. Needless to say, I'm missing her more than ever.
And now I've got to go sleep before I miss my class tomorrow. Damn. 2:27 AM | Jus | # | no comments |
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